Falling in love with you wasn’t the first thing to came up in my mind, i didn’t fall in love with you because you told me that i liked you or just because you kissed me, that’s where all started.
I fell in love just because you made me feel in some other type of way and its not all the cheesy things people use to say every day like “the way you kiss me” “when you call me every night just because you can’t sleep” No. I did not fall in love in this way, i fell in love in a different but unhealthy way, crazy but anxious way, tender but so unreasonable. It’s crazy but it makes sense, i just cant describe, it feels different, complete.
You start feeling anxiety, not because you want to make everything fine, you start feeling it because this you’re having in your chest is not normal it doesn’t feel okay or good, it feels awesome there but you get so anxious just because is not usual.
I didn’t fall in love with you just because you never made the conversations at night with your crazy nicknames, No. I fell in love because you just called me at 3:00 am to tell me that you never thought that you would call someone at some random time like you just did, or just because you needed to hear my voice and give you some advice on things you were thinking at that time.
I didn’t fall in love because i wanted, i never did actually. It just happen and that’s the thing; we might some time need to stop searching things we don’t even know, maybe its the time when you stop and say ” ok I’m going to do this just because i want and it’ll be okay, I’m not going to do it because someone else want”. The thing, is that you made me realize that, you made me realize that i don’t need the things i want, its all better by surprises when you don’t know and whoa made your mind blow, you made me realize that i deserve opportunities, second chances, smiles, sad things, problems just to make clear that someone is going to be there, not who you wanted but someone who’s going to teach you another thing you didn’t know.
Maybe I didn’t fall in love before, but i fell for you.
― Love and controversy letter to you (via mythoughtsyourlove)
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I want you to know that since the day we met I’ve fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the feeling I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I’ll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can’t handle it when I don’t see you every day. A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need you in the rain to keep me dry. You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can’t carry on and I truly treasure that. Every moment spent together is another one of my dreams coming true. I apologize straight from the heart for ignoring you whenever you make an attempt to make me feel better after our pointless arguments. I know I overreact a lot, and I’m sorry. I’m afraid I’ll say something to make you forget the feelings you have for me when I mention your past too much and bring up stupid things. I’m worries you won’t want me anymore. I know I can make you mad, but I promise you that this is all going to change because I love you with everything I have. I was scared to love you at first, out of fear that you would hurt me, but I did and it’s the best thing I’ve ever done.
― Some who decided to write about her feelings. (via cas-pacelli)
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No matter how hard I try to stop loving you,I lost my ability in doing so. Now,thats the problem. I cant open up my heart to love someone else because i can never be in love with someone else the way i’m in love with you.
― My conscience (via psyche-whispering)
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It doesn’t pain me to see you in the arms of another. It pains me to know that you won’t be loved the way you deserve.
― (via unrequited-desire)
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Tonight, I wrote, “I love you” on tiny sheets of paper and threw it out the window and watched as the wind carried it into the distance hoping that a piece finds it way to you.
― (via unrequited-desire)
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jagerbombsandtacobell:
“ life story.
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How heartbreaking it is to love someone silently.
― (via unrequited-desire)
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I kissed you in my dreams and when I awoke I felt you lingering on my lips.
― (via unrequited-desire)
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frostthewolf:
“ This speaks to me on a very deep level..
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I won’t just cry you a river,
My love, but an ocean.
All that I ask is that you
drown me inside of it.
― bamboozle146.tumblr.com
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He exclaimed her name into, the cold night air,
He was searching deeply but, the empty streets were bare,
What did he still remember, was it the softness of her hair?
Screaming, “Dear can you hear me? Please know that I still care.”

She was standing alone, in the darkest part of the street.
He had not seen her there, but he thought he’d heard her weep.

He said “Darling please come with me, I know that you’re the one.
We will live happily ever after,
And our love will never be undone.”

Her bright, loving gaze, turned to that of stone,
They told him once again that she’s never coming home.
She tried to move her legs, but they, were plastered to the street,
She again tried to run away, but they, grasped tightly to her feet.

He turned to the sky and shouted at the stars,
Nothing came in return, but the fear of scars.
He prayed please let them let her go,
But instead of answering his prayers,
They laughed and made him lose all hope.

He did his best to fight the darkness, to rescue the one that he loved,
But they destroyed every single dream, that he would ever hold,

Told him that there’s no such thing as to what you call love.
We’ve stolen all the beauty in the world, even from the doves.
He suddenly has forgotten, the color of her eyes,
But then he had sworn to himself,
That he wouldn’t allow it to happen a second time.

― bamboozle146.tumblr.com
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