Falling in love with you wasn’t the first thing to came up in my mind, i didn’t fall in love with you because you told me that i liked you or just because you kissed me, that’s where all started.
I fell in love just because you made me feel in some other type of way and its not all the cheesy things people use to say every day like “the way you kiss me” “when you call me every night just because you can’t sleep” No. I did not fall in love in this way, i fell in love in a different but unhealthy way, crazy but anxious way, tender but so unreasonable. It’s crazy but it makes sense, i just cant describe, it feels different, complete.
You start feeling anxiety, not because you want to make everything fine, you start feeling it because this you’re having in your chest is not normal it doesn’t feel okay or good, it feels awesome there but you get so anxious just because is not usual.
I didn’t fall in love with you just because you never made the conversations at night with your crazy nicknames, No. I fell in love because you just called me at 3:00 am to tell me that you never thought that you would call someone at some random time like you just did, or just because you needed to hear my voice and give you some advice on things you were thinking at that time.
I didn’t fall in love because i wanted, i never did actually. It just happen and that’s the thing; we might some time need to stop searching things we don’t even know, maybe its the time when you stop and say ” ok I’m going to do this just because i want and it’ll be okay, I’m not going to do it because someone else want”. The thing, is that you made me realize that, you made me realize that i don’t need the things i want, its all better by surprises when you don’t know and whoa made your mind blow, you made me realize that i deserve opportunities, second chances, smiles, sad things, problems just to make clear that someone is going to be there, not who you wanted but someone who’s going to teach you another thing you didn’t know.
Maybe I didn’t fall in love before, but i fell for you.





